Speaking from a perspective of a person involved in an affair with a married korean woman, I would say that iI was captivated by her beauty and promises of what could happen between her and I....and the I fell in love. In the end, i was strung along and lied to.
Like most married adulterers, she continued to string me along with, "i don't love my husband." "I regret ever getting married." "my mother forced me to have no choice." "i will leave him when the time is right". " I only love you". But just when I thought that she would leave him, she'd say that she couldn't do it quite yet. It ended horribly. I think I still love her now, but my mind is strong enough to stay away, but it is so hard to invest a year or so of yourself in something and then have it end abruptly. I don't think i will ever get over it.
i thought she was the love of my life after we grew into
each other, but... then i found out how she lied to me the whole time. she was just using me for her recreational fun, while she never intended to leave her sugar -daddy. her values were difficult to discover, and her values were guided by fear, reputation, shame, and greed for korean money.
Before this happened, i would never have been involved in this, but i trusted her and belived her story. The story that seemed to make what we were doing right....i will never get over this. It was a robbery of my heart and my openess to feel love. I hope one day i can recover.
if you ever meet a beautiful korean woman that has a law degree from a central NY university, e-mail me. Don't let her ruin your life, like she ruined mine.
fpricketts.hotmail.com
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